she explained, adding that her friends at the time "kind of cosigned" her drug use
It just kind of becomes this dark pit, bottomless pit," she continued, telling the mag that she'd sleep all day, lose track of days and hit her low in 2020.
"I never thought I would feel this way. I really thought grief would be about sadness and pain but it's so much more," Lisa continued.
There are two moments she can point to to highlight hitting rock bottom.
She said she was "unable to keep my head up or keep my eyes open, because I was so far gone," she recalled. The interview in question never aired.
The other low point was her grandmother Loretta's death in August that same year, something that still stirs a sense of guilt for Cyrus.
I'm not trying to be, like, any spokesperson for recovery or anything like that," said Cyrus now.